Vulgar words in My Secret Life, Volumes I. to III. - 1888 Edition (Page 15)
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"She will be fucked,--I would if I were she,--it's a shame to wish her to go without fucking.
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If I were married to her, she would go with me, but a man can't take a mistress to India, he could not live with her, and all the regiment would be smelling at her tail,--she will be fucked, and I can't help it."
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In another instant her hand was round my prick, her thighs open, my hand restless, and roving all about her cunt.
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Then cock and cunt getting hotter and more sensitive, I pushed her flat on the sofa, and we fucked ecstatically.
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I had a good look at the hair on her cunt, it was very long, curled round, and completely hid her cunt, even when standing with her legs slightly open; and when she pissed, she left drops of piddle on the hair.
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On her that bush was handsome, but very long hair is not generally handsome on a cunt, and I have disliked, it on others; but it is not often found.
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I am describing here what I saw more coolly, and often on future occasions rather than what I saw and recollect of her cunt, on that night of exhausting pleasure.
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Theatres, excursions, high-feasting, unlimited whoring were the characteristics of my trip.
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I returned empty in pocket, and knocked up with copulating, yet had had none of the excitants, with women that I have had there since.
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I rushed at cunt directly I saw it; my physical enjoyment was so intense, that I could not dally with my prick, but let it satisfy itself as soon as it liked.
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Cunt, belly, and thighs, seen, felt, and fucked in regular fashion, was my delight.
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Fucking is a commonplace thing, the prince and the beggar do it the same way, it is only the incidents connected with it that are exciting.
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Voluptuous, reckless, youth and beauty together, make the vulgar shoving, arse-wagging business poetical for the time, but it is animalism.
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I have frigged myself in the streets before entering my house, sooner than fuck her.
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I neither drank nor debauched, and my prick stood incessantly; neither random frigs nor night-dreams stopped it.
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Saw girls standing at doors, never paused for selection, nor to see if one looked nicer than another, it was cunt I wanted.
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I saw plump thighs, dark hair, felt giddy, could not see, recollect opening the lips, and began to spend as the tip of my prick touched her cunt.
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Following the spunk as it shot up the passage as it opened its way, with one thrust I was up her, and had finished.
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what a heavenly few minutes they seemed to me,--they still seem to me,--as I fucked her again.
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First and second fuck must have been all over in five minutes.
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She took a towel which was close at hand, wiped her cunt and spread another for her bum.
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Up to that moment cunt, cunt, nothing but cunt was in my mind.
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A candle on a little table close to the bed showed a strong light on us sideways; then we both fucked with vigor, and Mary Davis spent with me,--she spent with me, that poor little gay woman.
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I got off the bed, sat on a chair by the fire, and looked at the merry face of the little gay woman as she smiled at me whilst washing her quim.
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She rubbed her quim dry, then silently came up to me, put her hand on my shoulder, and stood without uttering a word till my passion was over.
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Up to that time cunt alone had fascinated me, now I thought of the woman, and a liking for her because she seemed kind stole over me; desire to have her, caress her, spend in her on that account, rather than a desire for her cunt alone, thrilled through me as I looked at her sitting half facing me by the fire; her clothes slightly raised, that the warmth might reach her limbs, one elbow on her knee, the hand supporting her face turned towards me full of interest.
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I was frantic with pleasure as I cuddled up to her plump warm body, and felt her from her neck to her knees; rolled over her, and kissed her, till I settled down between her thighs; and then Mary Davis and I fucked, and laid still, and then fucked again, and so on, till I could do it no longer.
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She was a short woman about nineteen years old, plump without fat, but as nicely covered as any woman I ever saw; had a big bum, large thighs, plenty of room between them, and dark hair on her cunt which had strongly developed lips, it was large outside in proportion to her size.
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Having broken my virtuous resolution, I never regained it, and for a week fucked Mary from six in the evening till two the next morning.
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There was lots of cheaper cunt in the neighbourhood so to send them away with full balls was dangerous.
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I afterwards groped several young girls in those dark streets, and there was certainly no obstacle to my fingers searching their cunts.
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One day afterwards she told me she had asked the girl to tea, and that she was as curious as could be to know all about it (meaning fucking).
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Then I put my hand up her clothes, and felt her thighs and bum; but on bringing my hand to the cunt, she broke away in tears saying, "Oh!
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"Now dear don't be alarmed (she seemed as timid as a hare), you know what a cunt is?"
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"Well my dear, something comes out of a man if he puts this up a cunt, and that gets children,--lay hold of my prick, and you will see,"--and guiding her little hand I frigged myself with it.
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But she cried out when I attempted to feel her cunt, and I never had her.
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At that time I liked large well-haired cunts.
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The only thing I can remember out of the common course of lecherous events in such acquaintances, is that I took one for spending over her, used to fuck up to spending-point, then pull out my prick, and frigging it, emit my semen on to her belly, breasts, or thighs; then I began fucking again, almost directly I had discharged and looking at my spunk lying on her flesh.
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When my pleasure came on again, I would put her hand on to my spunk; and directly her fingers touched it, it fetched me, and she as well, although she always said it was a dirty trick.
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"Such a nice cunt,--such a lot of hair."
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"Such a fat arse," would say another.
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"I have not much money,--let me look at your cunt for a shilling."
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Many a cunt I have seen for a shilling.
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They drew back as if they knew that a bargain for fucking was to be struck, and I believe knew all about it.
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"Come in,--don't stand there,--come out of the way of the lodgers,--I'll tell you if you come in,--well make it half-a-crown,--I've got such a nice cunt,--such a fat arse,--feel my bubbies,--look here,--come in, and let me feel your prick."
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"I'll frig you,--do anything you like,--look here (showing rapidly her breasts, and covering them up again),--here is a big pair of legs (pulling her clothes up),--yes you may fuck me how you like,--oh I yes I want to piss bad."
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I dare say fifty women I fucked, and felt as many more before I ceased going to the neighbourhood.
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At one house I was robbed of a pin whilst actually fucking the woman.
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"I'll give you a shilling to feel your cunt."
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Her manners struck me as uncommon, and I began to feel uncomfortable; but under the squeezing of my cock, and the feeling of her cunt the usual desire to leave one's sperm up her came over me.
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"Let me fuck you,--I'll give you two shillings more."
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"Away on a job in the country; I haven't seen him for three months, and have not been touched for that time, so help me God; you may do it without fear,--there then look, if you must," said she, letting me throw up her clothes, and look well at her cunt, which I opened.
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I had spent quickly, but shoved on as well as I could, and in a second or two with a sigh, her cunt relaxed.
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There was just that difference in manners, in getting on to the bed, in taking her pleasures, and in her whole behaviour about the fucking, which there always is between a woman however loose she may be, but who does not fuck professionally, and the regular trader in her charms.
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In the hurried embrace with her I had thought of nothing but cunt.
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At that time of my life, to see a woman, to long for her, to make my bargain, and to fuck her, was often an affair of not much more than ten minutes; it was only after the fuck that I looked well at the female I had pieced.
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"Let me see your cunt."
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"Well wash your cunt."
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Then I had a look at her cunt, and again fucked her.
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She had thickish, lightish brown hair on her quim; it was a cock-squeezer too, and how wet it got in our copulation.
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I lay on her afterwards, my prick dangling against her cunt, and talked.
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I frig myself almost every day, if you must know, but that don't satisfy me, a woman who's had three children,--if I'm in the family way now, I'm in a mess, but I'm not so much to blame, am I?--think, three months away from your own man I--but I tell you as you spoke to me I was a dying for it,--the girl who was here in this room used to say, 'Well Mrs. ------ you are a fool to pass your life almost without a you know what.'
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There we lay quite another hour, speaking in whispers, feeling each other's privates, never washing, the spunk drying up as our hands fumbled about each other, I talking baudy, and telling her what gay women would do, she telling me she knew all about it, for her ground-floor lodgers were always gay.
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Wondering at the tightness of her cunt, as she had had three children, she said that the size was the same as before she had had a man.
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We lighted the candle, I washed (there was still no towel), and no sooner had I washed than she laid hold of, and kissed my prick, stooping to do so,--and then we fucked again.
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My vigor was great, my pleasure in copulation almost maddening, a cunt was a cunt, and I got my pleasure and relief up it, whatever its owner might have been.
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I used to shut my eyes, and fancy I was stroking a houri with the finest limbs and ivory flesh, and could fancy all this up to the moment of ejaculation, I fancied thighs and cunt which were not those of the woman who was at that moment doing her best to please me.
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The men I saw fucking at Camille's had very large pricks, and no doubt they were selected on that account for exhibition; but I did not know that then, and used mentally to compare mine with theirs, and also with those of some of my former schoolfellows, and to my disadvantage.
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Now as I add these few words written years after the foregoing, and after having seen some dozens of pricks, both languid and erect, I know what they said was true, and I know that there is a size, a form, a curve, and a colour in pricks which makes some handsomer than others, just as undoubtedly there are ugly and handsome cunts.
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"Come and fuck," said the husky, thick voice.
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I had not noticed it before, being absorbed in her fleshy beauty, and the desire to see her cunt, and all of her, and join my body to hers.
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"Come and fuck," said she in reply, rolling on to the bed, and pulling up her clothes.
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The sight altered my intention, I walked to the bed, and placed my hand on her cunt.
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"Fuck me," she blurted out in her drunken voice again.
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All was dazzling white except a nearly crispy-haired cunt in the middle of it.
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"You've just had a man," I said, "your cunt's wet,--you've just been fucked."
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"He ain't fucked me for three days,--we have been a drinking gin, we have,--he paid, he hain't fucked me,--you fuck me," said she making a grab at my prick which was buttoned up yet,--"fuck me,--you shall fuck me."
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