Vulgar words in My Secret Life, Volumes I. to III. - 1888 Edition (Page 22)

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Does she expect he will fall in love, and marry her?--does she know that he wants to fuck her?--does she like to meet a man who has that intention, and long to hear smutty suggestions, and baudy talk?--does she like the lustful feeling creeping over her, as she stands by a randy man who is making lewd remarks?

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But they differ in this: he means to get her if possible; she has made up her mind that whatever she may permit, he shan't fuck her,--but she generally makes a mistake in that.

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We fucked all night, I revelled in her cunt.

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A few tears, then a fuck, a piddle, a wash,--and then refreshed we go through the ceremony, of inspecting privates, and so fucking, looking, smelling, frigging, and finger-stinking we lay till devilish hungry.

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I enjoyed myself much that night, a fresh cunt is always charming, and there is such delight in killing modesty in a woman who has never been fucked before; the struggle to get her to open her thighs to let you see her cunt is in itself a delicious treat.

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On the bed spunk lay in all directions, and over her chemise as well, and there was the least smear of blood.

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I had pushed through something tight to get into her, but it was an easy business, so easy that I thought she had had cock before; but she was large cunted, the very jagged, ragged tear was full size; her cunt-hair was dark, her bum was one of the biggest for her height I have seen, it was out of proportion.

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A girl always looks ill after her first poking, and Esther had been fucked out, so her mother was taken in.

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I could not get Esther to stop out again all night, but she met me often enough, and became a baudy little bitch whose cunt much wanted feeding.

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She told me the awful state of mind she and her sister were in at my first overhearing them with the barrow; they had been talking of fucking all that day, Sarah had begun it.

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There was spunk on the linen.

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We went to the little snug, quiet accommodation house which had been the scene of the slaughter of her virginity, and there fucked; sometimes we walked instead of riding home, and when near the village, turning down a secluded street, or lane, I set her back up against a fence, and had her; then with her cunt buttered home she went alone.

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I walked slowly by them, and heard one say, "I felt her cunt the other night, so help me Gor."

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I wrote Esther to meet me, and then told her she had let a man feel her cunt, and what I had seen and heard.

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I wanted to fuck her, but she would not let me.

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Curiosity made me call on ex-harlot Sarah, who lived in one room, and whilst talking I put my hand up her petticoats, on to her cunt.

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She laughed, opened her thighs wide, and said, "I knowed yer would," and she looked as if a fuck would have gratified her,--but I did not attempt it.

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They can beget in the male pure love as it is called, which is believed to be so till experience teaches that however pure it may be, it cannot exist without the occasional help of a burning throbbing, stiff prick, up a hot, wide-stretched cunt, and a simultaneous discharge of spermatic juices from both organs.

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A plain woman with fine limbs and bum, and firm, full breasts will (unless her cunt be an ugly gash) draw a man to her where the prettiest-faced Miss will fail.

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Even when a boy I selected partners for dancing because they were what I called crummy, and admired even at one time a fat-arsed middle-aged woman who sold us bull's eyes, because I had caught her exhibiting large legs when squatting down to piss.

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Then my fingers felt her cunt, and the delight of the feel and sight of her beautiful limbs overwhelmed me.

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My hands roved all about her bum, belly and thighs, and just seeing the flesh above her garters I fell to kissing it, and kissed upwards till the aroma of her cunt met my nostrils, and its thicket met my lips and mingled with my moustache, which I then wore, though so few men then did.

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She lifted her clothes just high enough to show the fringe of her cunt, and opened her thighs a little.

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Putting down the basin she pulled the bed-curtains round her to hide her whilst she slopped her quim.

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I brushed my hair, and made myself inviting with a desire to please her, without thinking that I was taking the trouble to do so for a woman who was going to be fucked for twenty shillings, and whom I now know did not then care how I looked, or who I was, long as she got her money as soon as she could, and got rid of me to make way for another man, or to go and spend what she had earned.

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This and the excitement at the recollection of my instantaneous spend between her magnificent thighs, my pulling about my prick and contemplating it in the glass, the moving about of the various couples made me in such a state of randiness that I could scarcely keep from frigging.

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I gave her very little time to stare, for I had my hand on her cunt in no time, and nearly spent in my trowsers as I touched it.

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She tried the same game,--she would not be pulled about,--she would not let her cunt be looked at,--if I meant to do it, do it, and have done with it.

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She sat down on the basin, I stooped down, tore aside the curtains, and put my hand on to her gaping cunt.

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"Damn you," said she,--then she laughed and got up.

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I pushed her against the side of the bed, and again got my fingers on the cunt,--slippery enough it was.

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"I've never felt your cunt properly, and I will."

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She did so, I felt it, and then begged for another fuck.

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I wanted to pull the clothes higher up the thighs, she resisted, but I saw the beautiful ankles, the tiny boots and feet, the creamy flesh of the thigh just above the garter, thighs thickening, folding over, squeezing together, and hiding her cunt from view when I tried to look up.

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I was in Regent Street, met her, and had her you may be sure, and repeated these meetings for a week daily, and sometimes twice a day; but got no more than the shortest time with her, the quickest fuck, a rapid uncunting.

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She did not spend with me, and showed no signs of pleasure, scarcely took the trouble to move her bum, would not undress, would not let me look at her cunt.

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I lost my temper, for my delight I saw was in her lovely form, in her physical beauty; whilst she seemed to think that the only joy I could have was to spend in her cunt as fast as I could.

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"Yes, I'm going to get some woman who is not ashamed of her cunt."

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I walked up Regent Street savage with her, and with myself too, for not having had my fuck, even if she had gone away a minute afterwards.

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She was only half-gay I think, and wanted a fuck.

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After I had fucked her the first time, we laid on the bed together; she played with my prick till it was stiff again, and then turning on to her back said, "Come on,--let's have it again."

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A fuck for ten shillings was all very well when randy, but even when in a hurry I never was satisfied till I had pulled the cunt open, and given it a general inspection, although it was generally but a rapid one in those days.

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But here had I been having a woman daily, and sometimes twice a day, mainly because she was so exquisite in form (for I had some idea even then that her cunt was not a good fit to my prick;) yet I had never seen her cunt; nor her backside, nor her bubbies, nor her arm-pits,' nor her navel, nor anything properly, and so I determined not to have her again, and to dismiss her from my mind.

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I could resist my desire for her no longer, for having never ceased thinking of her even when fucking other women.

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"Well I did," I replied, "and saw her cunt,--and that's more than I ever saw of yours."

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"Don't be in a hurry, and let's see your precious cunt."

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I dropped on my knees, and propping up one of her feet with my hand, lifted the leg so that the thighs distended, and a large bit of crimson nymphae began to show, the faint but delicious odour of her cunt stole up my nostrils, my lips closed on her gap, and kissed it lecherously, my brain whirled as my nose rubbed in the thicket of dark hair, and my lip touched her clitoris.

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"Are you satisfied?" said she as she looked up from washing her cunt by the side of me.

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We laid in heavenly quietness, prick and cunt in holy junction, distilling, slobbering, and bedewing each other's mouths and privates, whilst the soft voluptuous pleasure was creeping through our limbs, bodies, and senses.

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She jerked my prick out of her cunt, I got to the side of the bed, she sat up, and was about to get off, when I stopped her, and together we undid her stays, and took them off.

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"No you shan't,--I've never yet fucked with my first sperm in you,--let me now, there is a darling."

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Her magnificent breasts were now free, I buried my face between them, and kissed them rapturously; her moistened quim I felt, and it drove me wild with desire; so gluing my mouth to hers I mounted her, and we were soon in Elysium again, Sarah enjoying her fuck in a way I thought from her cold-blooded manner previously she was quite incapable of,--and there we laid, nestling cock and cunt together, till a slight sleep or doze overtook both of us.

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Then came more dinners, but she was more cautious now in what she ate and drank, less reckless in her embraces of me; but we were closer acquaintances than we had been; she let me pull her about more freely and as a matter of course, washed her quim without hiding herself for that operation, and so on,--yet still she held me at a great distance, and was reserved.

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In fact she did pretty well what she liked with me; saw me when she liked, stopped with me as long as she thought proper, let me fuck her just as often as she liked, and no more (and it was rarely she let me do that more than once a day), see to her knees, or to her cunt, or pull her about just in the degree she for the time thought fit to permit.

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Her indifference to sexual pleasure chilled and annoyed me and for a reason I never could understand, her cunt never seemed quite to fit me, nor fetch me with the voluptuousness that scores of other women have done.

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Yet I saw her almost exclusively for three years, and when she gave herself up to pleasure with me, my delight was unbounded; when she let me have her with her cunt unwashed after our first copulation, I thought of it for days afterwards.

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Her cunt was thick-lipped, and with largish inner lips which showed well in nearly the whole length of the split; her mons was very plump, and covered well, but not widely with crisp black hair.

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I must add that her cunt was large both outside and inside, and that she was not a voluptuous poke to me, but why I can only guess at now; I did not know it whilst I was acquainted with her.

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A pretty blue-eyed girl about twenty years old with a cast in her eye, and a lovely leg up to within a few inches of her cunt.

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miracle, I thought, and there we lay, prick and cunt soaking together, till we had another fuck, then she dozed off in my arms, and I soon afterwards.

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We slept more than two hours, then my fingers sought her cunt directly; and awakened her.

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It was a day of miracles, Hannah sent up food, we ate it in bed, we fucked again and again.

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I was delighted with the spunk we left on the sheets; then we dined at the Café, and went back to the baudy house,--more fucking, no cunt-washing, all was free baudy, abandonment.

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Sarah said she did not care a damn, Hannah begged her to go,--she would go home with her.

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For weeks after that Sarah was changed, and with the exception of not stripping entirely did as freely as I wished, she did everything I wanted, but sleep with me all night; she kept out later, but away at night she went; she embraced me, enjoyed her fucking, and in fact treated me like a husband.

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one whose cunt might have had a thousand pricks up it!

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Now she was free enough, pointed herself to the marks of childbirth (very slight they were), and voluptuously held her cunt-lips open,--she had never done so before.

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Poses plastiques.--Sarah departs.--My despair.--Hannah's comfort.--Foolscap and masturbation.--Cheap cunt.--A Mulatto.--The baudy house accounts.--Concerning Sarah.--The parlour.--The gay ladies there.--My virtue.--Louisa Fisher.-- A show of legs.--The consequence on me.--Effect on Mrs. X..i. I dined with Sarah repeatedly until her departure, she was now often in low spirits, and drank very freely of champagne; then would fuck with a passion and energy which did not seem natural to her, for by look and general manner one would have sworn she was even tempered, and without much passion,--had I not found that out by experience?

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What was the matter with me I don't know, but I had no desire for her, and could scarcely stiffen for the embrace; yet she was in ecstacies with me as I fucked her.

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"Yes,--yes.--I'm mad for you," said she,--and we kept on fucking till early the next morning.

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I got an idea into my head (a stupid one enough), that if she were to get in the family way by me she would stay in London; and one night after we had dined, and she had had pleasure in my groping, and as usual had said, "Now don't do it in me," I plunged my prick up, and spent a full stream in her cunt.

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Then for hours I used to look her over and over from head to foot, as if I wished to recollect every part of her person for ever afterwards: the roots of her hair, the ears, the way the hair grew on the nape of her neck; the way it grew on her cunt, and in her arm-pits, and every other part I used to look over as if searching for something; the only part of her which escaped my investigations was the bum-furrow, which was to me an uncomfortable part in all women, and in my wildest sexual ecstacies and aberrations I neither felt it nor saw it, and don't know whether the hole was round or square; red or brown.

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Then came a delicious fuck; then crying and moaning recommenced.

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I resolutely set myself against going to J... s Street, and would not have women; indeed scarcely knew where to lay my hand on a shilling, so necessity had perhaps as much to do with my virtue as anything else; but I was generally in a weak, low state of health, and really believe, though it seems to me almost incredible now, that it was well nigh three weeks before I touched or saw a cunt after Sarah left.

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After dinner lust drove me nearly mad; so I went to my room, took a clean sheet of white paper, and frigged myself over it.

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My prick only slightly subsided, I frigged again, and then as the paper lay before me covered with sperm-pools I cried, because it was not up my dear Sarah's vagina, laid my head on the table where the paper lay, and sobbed with despair, jealousy, and regrets, for I thought some one would fuck her if I did not, that it would be her hateful husband whom she had helped to keep with my money.

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I may say here that on several occasions of my life I have frigged myself over a clean sheet of foolscap paper; it was mostly done for curiosity, to see what my sperm was like, whether it was as thin, or as thick, or as large in quantity as at the last time I previously had masturbated.

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Then I began to spend involuntarily in the night, which to me was more hateful than frigging myself; so one night I went out for a bit of cheap quim.

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She had Mulatto blood in her veins she told me, and was brown-skinned, had a large mouth and _very_ thick lips, the Negro blood showed there plainly; her hair was dark, and so were her eyes; her cunt was a pouter: it was small, but the lips pouted out more thickly I think than those of any woman I ever yet saw, yet they were not flabby, but protruded largely like two halves of a sausage; the hair was black, short, and intensely crisp and curly; it felt like curled horse-hair.

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I used to think her a plain woman, one of the plainest, but she was a glorious fuckster; her cunt was tight inside, and yet so elastic as not to hurt or pinch (and I was at that time when just at spunking point as often said before tender-pricked).

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I was fond of making her kneel on the bed with bum towards me, and her legs nearly close together, and then the backward pout of her cunt was charming to me, so much so that I took to poking her dog-fashion.

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One night when I was full of sperm I made her remain in the exact posture until all my spunk had run out of her cunt, and sat holding a candle towards her rump till I was satisfied with the sight; and more than once I kept her in that position, looking at the gruelly lips until I fucked her a second time.

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